Is this what we'll be reading in Chezza's brand new book?
We often wonder what it would be like to spend a day in the enormously high heels of Cheryl Cole, but with her brand new autobiography around the corner, it sounds like we might just be about to get our chance.
It certainly sounds like she's been keeping a few secrets in that big old barnet of hers though and according to reports, Chezza will be revealing everything from the breakdown of her marriage to Ashley Cole to her battles with depression.
Having been in the public eye and subject to all kinds of rumours in the past, Cheryl has decided to set the story straight, saying: "I was always happy to keep my mouth shut, but it's like when a bully slaps someone and slaps someone, and finally I've had enough."
But after speculation about what will be making it into the book, a pal of the singer has apparently let slip a few details of what we can expect to find out.
"Cheryl went through a lot growing up and she has a lot to say on that matter," the source told Heat.
"There were people close to her involved with drugs - including the destructive relationship that left her clinically depressed, suffering from panic attacks and becoming underweight as a teenager."
"There were rumours it would only be a few pages on Ashley, but it's actually a big part of the book, as it was a big part of her life. She's never revealed what really happened between them and how their marriage really fell apart," the source continued.
"Cheryl was an emotional wreck around that time. Depression is something she's battled with and this was her lowest point. She wondered is she needed help.
"Cheryl worries she's put her career before everything else, including starting a family and settling down. She is desperate for children and reveals in the book that not only did she think she'd be a mum by now, but that she would have a family with Ashley if things hadn't gone so wrong."
That's not it for the heavy stuff either and apparetly there'll also be a chapter about the long term health problems Chezza suffers as a result of catching Malaria back in 2010.
"Malaria is an illness that affects your health for the rest of your life, and Cheryl came very close to dwath. She will talk about how she has suffered a lot and the serious health problems she's had since her malaria," the insider added.
Blimey, if these rumours are true, it certainly sounds like there'll be a lot to wrap our brains around.
But what do you think? Are you excited to read it?
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